It Shall Begin. I Will Win.

Steady as she goes. This woman ain't no hoe. I think this might all be a show. I fell off my cycle, and ended up here. The notion of letting it go produces fear. But I must face the facts, its been a damn year. I should just stop being such a queer. I can get past the bullshit. I'll eventually quit. But I know that it might send me into a fit. I guess all I can do is wait and sit. Sit. Sit. God damn it, shit. I get it. Sensation is real. I know I can feel. But, feel it all away. Don't think about it today. So far I'll begin to stray. You know what...........idk.